Tuesday, June 28, 2005
its been so long since i last blogged.. shall update nw...
so far sch is good la.. common test coming.. dunno shit abt my work.. but trying to read up n understand la... recently took a quiz... crap lo.. 5/20.. lowest in class perhaps even lowest in ece... wth.. haiz.. sry dear i let u down... will work hard de.. promise.. went out last fri with baobao hl n joan.. double date.. heex.. watched alot lyk love.. funny but loong didnt enjoy.. haa.. oh well.. heex.. aft tt went to makan.. ate pasta mania woah damm full la.. heex... sat had match b4 tt drop by dear hse pass her ting.. u lyk it ma..?
aniwae.. match at np field.. crap la the field i knew it was badbut didnt know it was tt bad... kao ehx.. the field was damm soft lor.. water logs ard.. most of the match we played well la.. for first half.. leading all the way.. den we juz collapsed.. the mid field... haiz.. defence oso abit.. haiz.. i oso played lyk shit.. oh well.. 10th july tt match try to perform lo... needa more training...
i miss yew~
9:31 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Don't Lieby
Black Eyed PeasYeah, uhuh, la da da da da
Hey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs
now you say your trust's gettin weaker
probably coz my lies just started gettin deeper
and the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson
and I really think you have to know the truuth
because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more
but after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
Fucking with your heart like I was the pre-dit-tor
in my book of lies I was the editor
and the author
I forged my signature
and now I apologise for what I did to ya
cos what you did to me I did to you
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
nononono, yeah you kno kno kno know you gotta try
what you gonna do when it all comes out
when I see you & what you're all about
nonono babe, nononono don't lie
yeah you kno kno kno know you gotta try
She said I'm leaving
Cos she can't take the pain
it's hard to continue this love it ain't the same
can't forget the things that i've done inside her brain
too many lies committed too many games
she feeling like a fool getting on the last train
tryin to maintain but the feeling won't change
I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became
caught up in living my life in the fast lane
Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame
I don't know the reason why I did these things
and I lie and I lie [2]
and now our emotions are drained
cos I lie and I lie and a little lie lie
and now your emotions are drained
Nononono babe, nononono don't lie
nononono, yeah you kno kno kno know you gotta try
what you gonna do when it all comes out
when I see you & what you're all about
nonono babe, nononono don't lie
because you kno kno kno know you gotta try
ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh
ba da ba da ba da ba da badabada
Yo, I'm lieing to my girl
even tho I love her
and she all in my world
I give her all my atention and diamonds & pearls
she's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
still I lie to my girl, I do it
and I lie and I lie and I lie til there's no turning back
I don't know why,[and I lie and I lie til I don't know who I am
7:39 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Sunday, June 19, 2005
yoho.. ppl.. im back frm track n field camp le.. im damm tired lo... but ok la... shall gt sum rest tonite...
Day 1
ok here is wat our camp was lyk la.. first dae.. aft sch went training as usual.. den aft tt camp start lo... started wit ice breaking.. as most camp wuld.. gt to noe sum of my seniors.. haa.. den.. played games etc etc... dinner was ok la.. had ribenna too.. heex.. den i tink tt was all lor.. cant reali rmb.. ya oso hand dis activity to where we were blind folded n had to trust each other to guide our way.. so sry to jenny.. hai her bang her knee gt blueblack.. heex.. my bad..
Day 2
day 2 had to wake up of mornin job.. sianz.. tired lor.. still ask us jog... bully sia... den aft tt.. play water bombs.. aftnn went to orchard.. played a game lyk amazing race.. haa.. quite fun la.. haa.. ran ard town... c a few ppl i noe.. haiz.. lyk lose face lor... haa.. but FUN!! den aft tt at nite go to the dairy farm dere walk.. nite walk.. den at nite go baq.. tok cock n den slp le.. too tired..
Day 3
morni woke up later lor... den eat le.. forgot wat we did.. den aft tt had water games.. water captians ball... hard to play le.. pants lyk keep on wan drop de lolx.. haa.. we won la.. my team was lyk the best ok.. no joke.. we won in all the games we played.. serious.. u can ask the other trackers.. haa.. aft water games lunch debrief n go hm le... heex
tts all for camp still gt mor details la.. but lazy to type out.. btw there were a few cute gals.. but dear promise didnt do aniting.. fa si.. mayb took one or two looks onli... but i till gt miss u ok.. u dunno hw much i did lor... wan c u soon kkies..
Opera is when a guy gets stabbed in the back and, instead of bleeding, he sings.
5:48 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Friday, June 17, 2005
hey peeps.. nw in sch.. came sch wit baobao.. nw waiting for class start.. so sianz.. baobao de leg pain.. hioe she wells better later.. or sumting...? heex.. wont be seeing her for the next 3 days.. goin for track camp.. well at least i haf my lappy so can go online at nite.. i hope... heex...
baobao~ w hao xiang ni ar...
9:14 AM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
todae is another dae of selection.. shld go anot.. haiz.. brought stuff le.. but den later go out le.. hw..? haiz.. baobao nt feeling well.. she yesterdae c doc le.. but she bu ting hua... no eat medicine.. shake head... aniwae.. haa.. i guess i end here for nw.. tonite den blog again..
btw i realised tt it rains every wed.. hmm.. werid.. n its onli on wed... hmmm....
baobao... miss yew so~
tk care hor...
11:05 AM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Monday, June 13, 2005
sianz.. todae went for soccer selection.. den waited for abt 45 min to get disappointed.. lmao.. got into a team of all mid-fielders.. den onli i solo def.. so its as if i dunno hu to mark n wt lor.. mid field oso no come back help lo.. but ok la tt team.. juz tt cant coodernate well.. sianz.. wed haf to go again...
A kiss is only a moment, but that moment forever lasts in your heart.~
todae walked hm frm bedok.. execrise... yes..? heex... mwahahah..
10:26 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Sunday, June 12, 2005
oh well.. yet another week has past... time reali flies.. sch last week was fun la.. but tiring.. i slept thru most of my lessons.. =x.. tml snw soccer again.. aft tt is scoocer trail.. shld i go anot..? hmm.. will decide tml.. heex..
The Heart Has Its Own Reasons Which Reason Knows Nothing Of
3:01 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Friday, June 10, 2005
damm it.. track was tough... heex.. my hand is damm pain lor.. keep practising startin.. sianz.. tml sam training.. hehe.. hope i can make it.. yes yes...? aniwae.. im getting rdy for soccer trail le.. heex.. i need to.. if i wan to make it.. bless mi yea..?
ilu~
9:39 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
life is so... i dunno.. tings change so quickly.. oh well..third week of poly le.. eltech is getting harder but im still nt payin attention... still slpin thru lessons.. haa.. i dunno la.. i sianz liaoz.. tml gt track.. goin la.. train gt into ivp... haa.. reserve oso can.. but i oso wan go trail soccer le.. hw..? dilemma... sianz..
there is so mani choices to make in life.. but which is the correct one..?
sianz.. i wan be wit u.. but would u wanna be wit mi..? im missing yew.. wonder if u miss mi too..
10:19 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Monday, June 06, 2005
todae was rather sianz.. i was nt reali in the mood todo tings... monday blues..? perhaps.. but i guess i noe wats the reason...
i sry~
snw was soccer.. do sum basic passes.. ground.. den knee tap.. den chest tap.. den heading... aft which played two side.. missed 1 on 1.. but created 1 2 chances.. haa.. it as fun.. took my mind off tings for a while..
dui bu chi~
the two song lyrics below i was listen to the song while goin to sch.. i guess the lyrics best saes hw i feel... nt word for word but at least 60% of the song is how i feel..
maafkan aku~
8:28 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Goin' Crazy
by
NatalieEver since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
ooo, crazy,(ooo)
lady (ooo)
lately (ooo)
Baby
8:16 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Almost Here
by
Delta Goodrem & Brian McFadden
Did I hear you right?
'Cause I thought you said
"Let's think it over"
You have been my life
And I never planned growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Why haven't I always loved you ?
Oh when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cause you're only almost here
I would change the world,
If I had a chance,
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh, please, protect me
Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you ?
But when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cause you're only almost here
Oooooh oh
Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you ?
But when I need you,
You're almost here
Well, I never knew how far behind I left you
And when I hold you,
You're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for guaranteed
And now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
8:10 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Girl I Need
by
MarioI want a girl that can really blow my mind, i mean
an extraordinary one of kind, i mean
a banging body like a CL5 double O
but that aint all oh no
I need a girl thats smart, and really intelligent
a girl with heart, somebody who dont take no shit
and if your out there make yourself known, i mean
because I'm looking for somebody
Who will ride with me, die with me
cry with me, live with me
who will go with me to the end with me
thats the kinda girl that i need.
she dont want my money
she just wants me only and when
i need loving she quick to put it on me
mami's a soldier and a roller, i mean
and thats just that girl i need.
La dee dee la dee dee dee da de day
if your out there girl im on my way
la dee dee la dee dee dee da dee day
imma find you one of these days
I want a girl that can hook up a shoe, i mean
a Gucci sandle or them Jimmy choo's, i mean
she could rock a pair of timbs,
or some air force ones and still look the bomb
I need a girl that smart, and really intelligent
a girl with heart somebody who dont take no shit
and if your out there make yourself known, i mean
because im looking for somebody
Who will ride with me, die with me
cry with me, live with me
who will go with me to the end with me
thats the kinda girl that i need.
she dont want my money
she just wants me only and when
i need loving she quick to put it on me
mami's a soldier and a roller, i mean
and thats just that girl i need.
La dee dee la dee dee dee da dee day
if your out then girl im on my way
la dee dee da dee dee dee da dee day
imma find you one of these days
(I said i got) I got the material things
but that don matter, i trade it all if i can have her
perfect girl in my life that will make it right.
I need a girl with finess look good in a dress to kiss and caress
i need a woman with less drama stress no fethumaness
i need a female who would know what to do when the cops come
through who if things get dim she'll put on her timbs and role with the crew
i need a girl who smart, who thinks with her heart when things falling apart
i need a girl if i need a pint of blood, she'll donate a quart
i need a lady who will trust me when im out at night
one who when its my darkest hour shes my ray of light
she dont want my money
she just wants me only and when
i need loving she quick to put it on me
mami's a soldier and a roller, i mean
and thats just that girl i need.
la dee dee la dee dee dee da dee day
if your out there girl im on my way
12:58 AM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
oh well.. todae. went to town.. watch a hitchhikers guide to the galaxy.. haa.. quite funni la.. abit lame oso lor.. den walked ard.. played pool.. hl came to find us oso.. haa.. i still cant hit str shots... sian-ed.. aft tt went to fareast.. saw jenny n her fren.. ws tinkin of eating the hai na qi fan de.. but no more le.. so ate at scotts den food court... the rest of the dae is juz meant to be forgotten...
a heart's a heavy burden
12:52 AM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Saturday, June 04, 2005
I Need A Girlby
P. DiddyYeah, Yeah
I need a, I want a
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
Yo, I'm internationally known on the microphone
I got it all, but I really need a wife at home
I don't really like the zone, never spend the night alone
I got a few, you would like to bone
But, chicks don't romance me, don't tickle my fancy
Only Tiffany, Nancy; that's not what my plans be
I need a girl that could stand me, raise me a family
Go to trips at the Lancy, trip to the Grammy's cause
Most of these girls be confusin me
I don't know if they really love me or they usin me
Here's the money, or maybe you ain't used to me
Cause you was depressed and now you abusin me
That's why I need a girl that be true to me
Know bout the game, and know how to do to me
Without a girl on my side, shit I ruin me
Forget the word, it's just you and me
Now let's ride.....
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
Yo, now I have had a lot of women in my lifetime
But see it's not a lot of women that got the right mind
I done had pretty chicks with all the right features
And hoodrat chicks that only rock sneakers
Cellphones and beepers, and know how to treat ya
You break her heart, she'll walk out and leave ya
I find a girl, I'ma keep her
Cuz now I'm gettin money and the game gettin deeper
I want some real shit, I need somebody I can chill with
I need somebody I can build with
I need somebody I can hold tight
With the time and no full limits, no right
Anytime we together would feel so right
You the girl I been lookin for my whole life
God bless me, I'm glad I got the insight
It's cuz of you girl, now I understand life
I need a girl...
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
I had a girl that would've died for me
Didnt 'preciate her so I made her cry for me
Every night she had tears in her eyes for me
Quarter K's, shorty took the whole ride for me
First we were friends then became lovers
You was more than my girl, we was like brothers
All night we would play fight under covers
Now you gone, can't love you like I really wanna
But everytime I think about your pretty smile
And how we used to drive the whole city wild
Damn I wish you would've had my child
A pretty little girl wit Diddy's smile
This shit is wild
All dem days that I reminisce
About the way I use to kiss dem pretty lips
But as long as you happy, I'ma tell you this
I love you girl and you're the one that I will always miss
I love you, yeah
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to make my wife
I need a girl who's mine oh mine
I need a girl in my life
I need a girl to ride, ride, ride
I need a girl to be my wife
Nobody else cuz she's all mine
I need a girl in my life
5:29 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Friday, June 03, 2005
todae.. woke up early.. reason: was goin for breakfast wit jielin.. ^.- met at kembangan mrt den went to clementi makan.. was goin to tk the shuttle bus to sch but c the ppl lining up we sian-ed took 184 instead.. she was almost later sehx.. my bad
to go or nt to go...?
sch was ok la.. damm tired lor.. slp during eg1 lecture.. den during break went to play pool.. heex... aft tt slpt thru lesson go to library slack... watched 4 esp of smallville den left for track training le.. nt bad le.. quite fun enjoyed it.. heex.. went for short distance grp... den do sprints here n dere.. den use the starter to start our sprints.. quite fun la. but my left leg again almost got cramp.. dunno how n i goin to survive tml's trainin.. heex..
wo ai n (i luv u)
wo ai ni (i need u)
more den anyone
i nvr felt lyk this b4wo ai ni ( i want u)
wo ai ni (i need u)
we could b 2 lovers frm the past
and the future is our chance...
11:26 PM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
Thursday, June 02, 2005
yesterdae lesson so long.. so sianz.. but haa.. ok la..aft lessons went out wit jielin.. haa.. didnt noe where to go den tot go town lor.. dunno how go took 75.. overshot... nvr change bus.. lolx.. my bad.. so stop at grat world city den went dere walk walk.. so sianz.. nth do den took 16 to town.. reah le we juz walked ard lo... nth much to do.. went flesh imp n fourskin to check out if gt new clothes anot.. haf lo.. but no $$ buy.. sianz~ she oso look ard den tink she wan buy a skirt or wat ar.. heex. nth so sure..
The hardest thing in life is to know which bridge to cross and which to burn.
aft walking went to paragon ate thai express.. i ordered the tom yam noodle den fark lor the person onli gib mi the soup i tink he didnt here mi sae noodle.. onli heard mi sae soup.. jielin ate pinapple rice but she couldnt finish lo.. den help her ci wan.. heex.. aft tt went took 7 hm sent her home... ^.-
Man are judged by the choices they make with their lifes.
11:11 AM
and this is all for our chemistry lesson today.
